Nobody's home

I swear sometimes I wonder why I bother trying to talk to anyone in my family. EVERY time I text my sister, her idiot boyfriend is waiting to talk to her or my mother calls her away from the phone and I hardly get to talk to her.

Gotta love how life helps cut those apron strings...

Why do I bother?

Yeah, I called my family (or maybe they called me...hmmm) and I'm trying to show them pictures because my pc nazi sister doesn't allow them pc time and half the time their cell phone is full because of my big sister constantly sending pictures of her daughter. Not that there's anything wrong with that, but it seems like for every 1 I send, she sends 10!

So I'm trying to email the pictures and my little sister is saying she isn't receiving the pictures so I resend a few and then finally I hear "Oh well I've already seen these" as if she's unimpressed. What the heck? And I can't exactly send pictures any sooner because she's always out with her idiot boyfriend. Any time I call, she's getting ready to spend time with him so why the heck do I bother?????

Everyone needs a good tantrum

In life, we meet people that just piss us off. I happened to marry the one that pisses me off the most. Today's tantrum is about my previous job. Right before closing on the 8th of November, I turned in my letter of resignation.

I should have been happy, but I wasn't. I felt like I'm letting my husband down. I know we talked about this and knew that if the job wasn't working out I would quit and that would be that. But I also know that we need the money so I feel like I'm placing more stress on him now.

So I come out of the Target and tell him I feel terrible about it and he tells me "There's no point in worrying about it now" as if what's done is done and it is, but when a person feels regret, that means "get over your screw up".

Update: The exit interview went great and when my hubby was home for lunch he put his arm around me and said "You know, I'm glad you're home again. Now we can spend more time together again and spend money. I'd rather be broke and happy than have money and be miserable" so all is forgiven lol.